I Miss

There’s a lot of things that I miss right now…

I miss being close to my family, just being there and living each moment with them.

I miss my mum’s smile and my dad in his chair.

I miss the special moments with friends, their birthdays, the holidays spent somewhere new, the events and get-togethers.

I miss the little moments together, the spontaneous catch-ups, the BBQs just cause, the sunny beach days and the hi, how are you’s.

I miss the random encounters, without a mask or covering to show that we were well met.

I miss the workplace banter and eventful weekday evenings at the local pub.

I guess I’m mostly saying that I just miss people, people without the fear of the contagious. But I also miss being the best side of me.

I miss the flights that could of been to places that would of been.

I miss my hobbies always done better together, the dancing classes, the cycling crew, the board game nights and more.

I miss the outdoors, the long walks without being worried or others being worried of you.

I miss the local restaurants, take aways and markets where good food was served with a smile.

I miss fun things, the museum’s, the theme parks, the daily assortment of events like comedy nights and the swingers club (putt putt golf!).

These are the things I miss and took for granted before the choices I’d made, before the world shut down. We all have our own list, one that’s unique to each and every one of us. The important thing to remember is to be grateful that we ever had those gifts in the first place and that it is a blessing when they return.

Feature Image – At the Parthenon in Athens, Greece, one of the last few destinations in Europe that are open to visitors before lockdown 2.0 commences across many countries on the continent and with winter, quickly closing in on us. Taken on the 25th of October 2020.

Epiphany

I want you to know how much I appreciate you and how much you are loved. So here are 50 things I love about you…(and in no particular order).

  1. I love that you love me.
  2. I love that you learned how to cycle so that we could cycle together everywhere.
  3. I love that you are so in tune with your musical side.
  4. I love that we get to spend the most important times together.
  5. I love that you let me plan and take you to new places.
  6. I love that you are super happy and energetic when you’re drunk, just like I am.
  7. I love that you remind me to call my mum all the time.
  8. I love that you always know the best presents to get me.
  9. I love that you and I cook and eat everything together.
  10. I love that you always care about my health and safety wherever I am.
  11. I love that even when I joke about having six kids with me, you’re okay with that.
  12. I love that you know the real value of things and take good care of old things for a long time.
  13. I love that you talk to your mum and dad everyday. It shows how much you care about those you love.
  14. I love that bring me back down to earth when I’m too far in the clouds, but also let me pursue realistic dreams.
  15. I love that you laugh at all my lame jokes, that I’m not the only one laughing at them anymore.
  16. I love how you taught me how to sing and dance to “I’m a little teacup” in Chinese.
  17. I love that you put up with the historian in me.
  18. I love that we are both strong, that we both carry our own weight and sometimes you can even carry mine.
  19. I love that you love the outdoors as much as I do.
  20. I love that you enjoy long walks, like our really really really long walks.
  21. I love that you are always so switched on, that you always know what to do even when my mind is in zombie mode.
  22. I love that you are such a kid sometimes, that we can both be kids around each other.
  23. I love making our little positive habits that we’ve made for each other, like keeping snacks out of the house and reading before bed.
  24. I love that you only want the very best of the best so that it can last forever.
  25. I love that you always remember the million things I forget about every single day.
  26. I love that you always save me the last and best slice of food.
  27. I love that you want to do more and more hobbies together.
  28. I love that you are willing to give up a lot to be with me.
  29. I love when you jump around and laugh and smile and are really cute when you’re happy.
  30. I love when you show me that you’re a flower.
  31. I love that you brought Monkey Jay into my life.
  32. I love that you are so huggy and cuddly all the time.
  33. I love that you have lots of eye brows when I wake up to see you.
  34. I love that you put up with my gaming habits and even game with me too!
  35. I love that you have achieved so many things in your life so far.
  36. I love that you love and get along so well with my childhood teddy bear, Beary.
  37. I love that we hold hands to bed each and every night.
  38. I love that you are shorter than me.
  39. I love that you think everything is funny.
  40. I love that you like to live life within your means just like I do and know how to appreciate all that we already have.
  41. I love that you are so focussed on your career.
  42. I love that you get along so well with my family.
  43. I love that you grew up with good morals and beliefs.
  44. I love that we both want the same things for our future family, kids and home.
  45. I love that you’re a really understanding and patient person when it comes to everything.
  46. I love that you teach me how to be a romantic like you.
  47. I love that you will take on challenges and things that you’re scared of because you trust that I’ll take care of you if anything happens.
  48. I love that I’m hot and you’re cool in bed so that we stay warm each night.
  49. I love that you love animals so much, especially every time you see a dog or cat and scream.
  50. And last but not least, I love you just because my heart tell me to.

I hope you know how much I love you, more and more each and every day. Next time I’ll aim for a hundred more 🙂